Please forward this error screen to 208. Please forward this error screen questions to ask when dating a separated woman hal. When I was a mama of three very tiny, very messy, very beautiful rug rats, we had DAYS THAT WENT ON FOR LIFETIMES. LOVE WARRIOR NOW AVAILABLE IN PAPERBACK!
Get G in Your Inbox! Craig left at 6:00 am every morning and as I watched his showered, ironed self leave the house I felt incredibly blessed and thrilled to have so much time alone with my babies and incredibly terrified and bitter to have so much time alone with my babies. If you don’t believe that all of those feelings can exist at once- well, you’ve never been a parent to many tiny, messy, beautiful rug rats. MOMMY I NEED HELP POOING from the bathroom and the middle one cried in the corner because I NEVER EVER EVER let her drink the dishwasher detergent.
NOT EVER EVEN ONCE, MOMMY! Today has been a lifetime. It was the best of times and the worst of times. There were moments when my heart was so full I thought I might explode, and there were other moments when my senses were under such intense assault that I was CERTAIN I’d explode. I was both lonely and absolutely desperate to be alone. I was simultaneously bored out of my skull and completely overwhelmed with so much to do. Today was too much and not enough.
It was loud and silent. It was brutal and beautiful. I was at my very best today and then, just a moment later, at my very worst. At 3:30 today I decided that we should adopt four more children, and then at 3:35 I decided that we should give up the kids we already have for adoption. ALL OF THE THINGS and NONE OF THE THINGS, sometimes within the same three minute period.
This is not a complaint, so don’t try to FIX IT. I wouldn’t have my day Any. I’m just saying- it’s a hell of a hard thing to explain- an entire day with lots of babies. But I’d be too tired to say all of that. Target to wander aisles aimlessly, because that’s all I ever really wanted.